Those were the Fat days..

After all three of our babies were born, I knew my weight was getting out of control.  My clothes kept getting tighter, and tighter. Soon i was unable to shop in the Plus Size department, because everything was too small.


Before I knew it, I was wearing a size 30 plus.  Are you kidding me??   

In October 2009 i had reached my heaviest weight of 376lbs.   I was so unhappy.   It was hard to move, to focus on anything, and most of all, to be the mom i wanted to be for my children.     I always did my best to keep a smile on my face, because i didn't want my kids to see how truly unhappy i really was.

I hated this photo for a VERY long time. Crying when I saw it, because never had I thought that I had let myself go that far.

But now, I am happy that this photo exists, because now I can look at it and know how far I have come!!